the evil me

today is raining..with cold weather, blanket n pillow should be my best friend right now...i watching drama the entire day after help my mom....
i follow my mom today to pick up my little brother, botak...
He was excited today...and said "mom, today smk merlimau will not have "kelas agama"..
me n my mom "ohhhhh"

today, botak will have class at 4pm till 6pm..so, he just playing around,playing with miko (my cat) although he knows that miko doesn't like him.. mengaji....then..fall asleep...i look out the window..nobody going to school today...botak said the same earlier..."kak de, tak ade orang pergi skola pon"..
ok fine... i believe it n let him sleep soundly...

4pm,
mom "eca, kejut botak"
me "tak ade org pi skola agama pon"
mom "ok"

6pm
sound like some students walking in front of my house...
crap.....
mom "kan mak dah kate ade kelas ari ni"
me "erkkkkkk...." speechless...

but if u investigate what happen earlier, u can see it is not all my fault rite???....
botak who the one said "tak ade skola agama ari ni"......one excuse he made..i can prove it...

previous monday...
my sis going back to kl..so, we decide to send her around 3pm..botak class at 2pm..after taking botak from his school..he walk weakly to the car..and said this to my mom "mak, adik pening kepala la" ...seem like he doesn't want to go to school after heard that his favorite sister will going back to kl today...

so, my mom let botak skip school for today and bring him along.it is not surprising that he run happily along my sis..headache already gone in a minute...tskkkk..tskkkk...

after this, i will not let him skip school again!! ......

ps:it is not totally my fault~ ....

pergi Chamang ambik mase dalam 1 jam setengah...so, ade mase nak qada' tido kan...tu janji manis je...aku tak leh tido kot..sape bole tido bila jalan naik bukit + berbelok2~ sob3..... bila sampai, sibuk la cari port best..sebab nak bakar ayam skali...

cari port macam best je, tapi duk pusing2 dua tempat je..last2 tempat 1st tu jugak depa pilih..aihhh..penat den bawak barang.... disebabkan ade bakar..aku excited sikit...duk teringat zaman-zaman gi buat BBQ ngan budak kelas..happening kot..tapi skang, sebab bukan geng aku..aku duk jadi batu..senyap tak cakap ape-ape...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....

aku tolong la bakar ayam-ayam tu dulu..ade jugak 2 orang yang tolong.. so, lepas bakar gi makan dulu...baru gi mandi..bukan mandi pon..duk celah batu je..disebabkan aku sangat la malang.aku tersepak batu, abis kaki berdarah..cehhh, luke sikit je pon~

tapi honestly...tempat tu lawa...best gak jadi port lepak ngan family... gambar tak ade..aku tak ade camera.wuwuwuwuw.... lepas tu depa pi bukit fraser plak..aku pon OK ja..tak sangke plak, jalan dia kecik..lagi teruk dr tadi..aku duk tutup mate je, sebab pening...kawan akak aku dah 2 kali muntah sepanjang perjalanan..aku?...siap tertido, dengan mlut terbuka..aku rase sebab tak cukup tido nyer pasal...lantak~...

mase berhenti solat, ade 3 lori panjang lalu, laju sambil masuk side kete sebelah dah..damn, kecut perut tgk.. bile sampai atas, sejuk gile..kabus dah start tebal sebab dah kul 5..bangunan2 sangat lawa cam oversea..tapi..tu je la tarikan dia..wawawawawawa~ tempat tu best untuk ambik gambar je kot..nothing else...

ni je la gambar yang aku sempat cilok kat FB kawan akak aku..sob3.. so, ody balik...pergi makan jap..kat kedai mane ntah..tapi ade band buat performance..so, rase cam best jugak la...tapi...diorang ade order nasi paupau..aku tak pasti betol tak name ni...diorag kate sedap..aku makan MASIN ..wuwuwuwu....myesal ambik nasi tu~~

then, sampai rumah dalam 12 lebih...perghhhh...ngantok...tapi overall best jugak la.pi tempat baru..tengok bukit-bukit ni..buat aku teringin nak pergi hiking balik... ps:sepanjang perjalanan, coverage tak bagus, mak call tak dapat...mak suruh balik awal-awal pagi esok..tapi terbangun lambat plak...LOL..nasib baik tak kene marah..

hari khamis malam...mak call marah2..kate jangan balik rumah...confius...hari jumaat..mak call lagi tanye "bile nak balik?..nuar balik rumah"..ok...nuar balik, sebab tu mak suh aku balik....kecik hati..lalu ku bawa diri ke chamang...duk bertapa kat air terjun...ok..tu tipu... akak aku dah lama tanye, "eca, nak join skali x aku g chamang ngan kawan2 aku?"...

aku pon kate malas..tapi disebabkan mak aku tak bagi balik..aku pon kate "OK".. bile mak aku tipon suh balik ari jumaat tu...aku kate "sori mak, eca malas balik rumah..dah ade plan"..klo lah bole cakap macam ni tanpe muke bengkak2 merah..fuhhh~..

so, ari jumaat tu..lepas balik dari HTAR..aku pon duk cepat-cepat balik rumah..tunggu akak aku call...dia ambik aku kul brp...tapi hampeh...aku duk tunggu sampai tertido..tgk2 jam dah pukul 5..WTH~ dengan laju nyer aku tanye dia..dia pon berkate "eca, ko naik bus pergi rumah aku.." damn.........aku balas "tak cakap awal-awal, jalan jam kot" tskk...tskkk...tskkkkkk...

kelam kabut aku duk packing bag, solat asar siap-siap...berlari-lari tunggu bus..bus pergi OU plak jarang lalu..nasib baik pukul 6 dapat bus...jalan jam...turun kat OU, tengok bus pegi rumah akak aku dah jalan...kene tunggu bus lain.

tetibe ade auntie ni tanye "which bus go to LRT kelana jaya"..
aku jawab "ohh, bus U43 dan bus U89"..*aku translate, kang korang bace BI aku, korang gelak* auntie "this bus??"
aku "bus ni pergi kl sentral , better naik bus ni bla3"
pergi tanye pakcik bus "pakcik, bus gerak kul berapa?"
pakcik "sejam lagi" o.O'' ..

aku belom solat maghrib... ting ting...*aku tekan loceng bus..nak turun bus... tgh nak turun auntie tadi pangil2 aku... nak turun tak..nak turn tak...... so, aku terlepas la nak turun...

aku berlari kat pakcik bus, "pakcik nak turun kat sini tadi"
pakcik "nape tak turun tadi?"
aku " sebab auntie tu panggil" *sedaya upaya explain kat pakcik tu~..pointless...
pakcik "jalan elok-elok..jumpe lagi nanti" sambil gelak...

auntie tu lambai2 dalam bus..maybe kate sorry... T.T''.. dah kul 8mlm...duk jalan laju-laju..sampai rumah akak solat maghrib...letih... pukul 11mlm..nak tido awal...tapi, aku kene diarrhea...3x pergi toilet..tak tido langsung...=.='' ..

sok pagi kul 6 tlg akak aku buat bihun goreng..goreng nugget..nak gerak kul 7..kul 8 lebih baru siap.. kawan akak aku duk perli "perghh, nak gerak awal konon" fyi, akak aku kate 2 kereta je pergi...tapi bile kumpul, asal ade 3 kereta ni..13 org join..damn, kene tipu bulat2 la ni~ aku plak tak kenal depa..kenal 3 org je..

mase kumpul kat petronas, aku cakap ngan akak aku "ain, xpe..ko tinggal je aku kat sini..aku balik naik teksi" LOL akak mane nak tinggal adik..aku terpakse ikut... LOL ps:intro panjang sangat, aku buat part 2 macam ni...kehkehkeh...

happy Chinese new year to all Chinese peoples and to all my friends! may this year bring us a lot of luck and prosperity!

tahun ni, tak pergi beraye rumah kawan-kawan mak..dulu mase kecik ade la jugak pergi..dapat ang pau, limau..yang best diorang sediakan makanan khas untuk muslim..terharu betul..

semalam akak ajak kuar, bukan pergi shopping..tapi pi ambik gambar sempena CNY.
so, pergi la ke JJ dengan jalan sesak..ade pulak orang melayu bawak kereta macam orang mabuk~ ish3...risau den kene langgar..ade jugak yang kurang kesabaran...hon2 kereta depan even dah tahu jalan jam..iskk..iskkk...sedih aku tengok...tolong la..sempena CNY ni mari lah kite lebih berhati-hati...pandu cermat jiwa selamat ok~..*ayat ni dah basi ke?~ T.T

plan 1st nak gi JJ tapi singgah tesco dulu..mase pergi tesco, botak nak beli kasut tali pulak..dia sangat jeles kat aye tak dapat kasut tali tahun ni..mak tak bagi..ape lagi, dia memberontak lalu merajukkan diri...bawak troli perlahan cam pengantin jalan...muke nak ketat cam ah long..pekak kan diri bile orang panggil..

rase nak lempang je dia..tapi akak dia sorang lagi duduk pujuk..1st, suruh botak ambik ape-ape kopok dia nak..dia ambik Mr kentang..so, ingat merajuk dia dah hilang ..tapi belom lagi..kemudian ody keluar tesco dia bersuare "nak marrybrown"..
argghhhh sudah...akak aku pon layan je..

then makan la marrybrown..mood botak hanye baik selepas kenyang je..grrrrr~...




muke botak yang merajuk..tapi mulut duk kunyah je makanan~..



botak dan Mr kentang





lepas dah kenyang pergi la JJ..botak yang sudah kenyang, duk shuffle sampai ke JJ..tak boleh blah sampai langgar orang...nak marah tak jadi..duk gelak je..aihhh..
bile smpi je, terus pi berebut ambik gambar kat tempat-tempat yang dia hias..sangat lawa..rase nak bawak balik pokok ala-ala sakura tu letak kat depan rumah..















ps:nak pakai cheong sam tak ade..kang pakai tak muat..al maklum, badan gemuk..ishhh3~.dulu slim macam akak aku...ce bayangkan..haha.tahun ni terexcited CNY sbb tahun naga..RRoooAARRRrr...macam tu ke bunyi naga..entah...

finally, I just made my decision at the end of last year..decision about what am i going to do in the future..I got some plan actually..or I can say my hopes.

1st, waiting for SPA..my choices are peg kastam, penguatkuasa, peg sains, RA n pengajar juruxray..but, after thinking back...I only get the job if I pass the exam, then the interview..my uncle said, it's hard now to join gov sector..then i move to 2nd choice..

2nd, become a policewoman or join ATM..i didn't see any advertisement of this until the last week...but my course doesn't available for that post...so heartbreaking~ but luckily, I already choose the other plan

3rd, be a teacher..i already send an application to mara..hoping to get position as a mathematics teacher in some school...but after hearing that government will only take graduates from maktab, GSTT and UPSI to fulfill the empty post..I move my plan to the last plan available..my last hope...


the plan

the only plan left is scholarship on postgraduate diploma of ultrasonograpy..the last resort left..so, after some discussion with my relatives and teacher..they said the same thing "take this one"..so, I continue my study in this field..sounded ridiculous..some friends might think or have said earlier...but for me..it is really a big thing..I didn't get any job interview related to my course..so, I grab every chances left..not to think that i really upset to change my path...taken a course that really different from what i have taken before..but, I think..this is what Allah want me to do..Allah just want to test my faith.. whether, i can succeed or fail the test given..

so, from now on..I don't want my heart fluster again..just keep the faith that Allah knows the best for me..I don't want to get jealous anymore to some of my friends that already got a job in our field of study.when hearing the news that they got job already...it is lie if I don't feel slightest jealous toward them even though I really happy that they get a job..so, I brainwash my jealousy thought.so, that what we call luck or fortune.they have better luck than me..

from now on, I need to fully concentrate on study and make sure that I pass all the examination..that not an easy task as i'm not a studious person..I always study at very last minutes before..and I need to change that attitude..so, please pray for me..that I can change my attitude and pass the exam...


ps: for all my friends that already got a job..congratulation!! *with sincere feeling



Firman Allah, “Katakanlah : “Hai hamba-hamba-Ku yang melampaui batas terhadap diri mereka sendiri, janganlah kamu berputus asa dari Rahmat Allah. Sesungguhnya Allah mengampuni dosa-dosa semuanya. Sesungguhnya, Dia-lah yang Maha Pengampun lagi Maha Penyayang.”(Surah Az Zumar:53)

conclusion, never lose hope~